When I took my first born to her first day of Kindergarten way back in 2001, I knew I was a little bit sad and surprised at how fast the years were going by. But when she entered her classroom & didn't look back to say goodbye, I love you, nothing... well, the tears just started flowing!! I didn't expect that sudden overwhelming sense of loss to take over me. The teachers made sure none of the parents entered the room (I guess for that very reason) so I had to just turn away without a hug or anything. I still can't believe how hard I sobbed on the drive home, full-on heaving cries for like 45 minutes! It was very unexpected & still chokes me up to think about it.
Well, yesterday was my youngest child's first day of Kindergarten. Bella seems so much younger than my other kids did when I dropped them off on their first days. She did great, going to her seat, paying attention to her teacher, not worrying about anything it seemed. I was asked to stay and help check in all the new school supplies, so I was able to hang out in the classroom for about 2 hours. Bella called out for me to help her with something, but I put my finger to my lips. She understood right away that I wasn't suppose to talk with her. I was very proud!
The kids went out for a tour of the school & that's when I left to go to work. No tears, not too sad, maybe a little numb. I'm sad that I don't have my buddy with me all day anymore, but I do like the quiet and I'm happy that she's enjoying her journey.
Here are some of yesterday's snap shots...
OMG! I did not get a picture of Zoe yesterday! Mom took her to school for me, and she wasn't ready when I left to take the younger ones. :( hmm.... I may have to "recreate the event." or I'll just take a picture today. I like her outfit better today anyway.
